Going through the memories I have of my childhood, I just remembered a somewhat strange thing from when I was about 3 years old to 4 years old, but I have very blurry memories.
I remember having nightmares about a monster who called himself Gogo. And there I ask myself, why repeat the verb go twice? Where did I have to go?
It was a tall creature, about 3m, and quite fat, with rather long hair. I’ve always been a dwarf, and that didn’t work for me. From week to week I had Gogo on Friday night chasing me down a corridor that seemed to have no end and was on fire. But the weird thing is that neither I nor Gogo got hurt.
I know I fell once, and Gogo caught me. Smelled pretty awful, like whiskey mixed with beer, vodka and tobacco, and a toilet smell.
It was the first time I woke up on the floor and not in bed xd.
And I didn’t tell anyone. But in the end Gogo ended up leaving, I don’t remember when, or how, or the last dream I had with him.
But until now I keep wondering where I have to go and why 2 times?
The peaceful monster
I think you imagined Santa at that time, thus negating the common believ, that he’s a human.
I interpreted this like that after seeing the date of the post.
You seemed emotionally attached to the monster, at last.