so sad when something ends

Hi, here i came with my sad thoughts, don’t know why i decided to write this but ok, lets try it.
I have noticed it not once and not twice that when something ends i am being verry sad because of it, either it be summer, or winter holydays.
Right now i have the same, outside, this is Tuesday 30 August 2022, only 2 days more and i will go to schooll and won’t have time for you all, won’t have time for friends who i found only some days ago but i like them more than i ever did.
And here is a question, why, why it happened only at the end, why at the end i decided to return to elten, why at the end i decided to do something such as blog activity, why at the end i decided to make something cool, if i don’t have and won’t have enough time for it.
Always when i was far from my home or something, in other part of my country, at the last days, hours, or even minutes, i was finding something so cool and so catchy that i didn’t wanted to leave this place but still i needed to do it and i did it.
World, you are not fair, why you giving cool things to us only when we won’t have time for them, why you torturing us all the time, and at the end you are maybe trying to make us happya for we made through this, but it happens vice versa.
I have so much of questions but i have no answers, i have so much of plans but i have no energy to stand up and do it, i have so much of wishes, but i have so much of problems what destroying those.
Personally this is so much disapointing that i just cannot hold it so decided to send this full of grammar mistakes, spelling errors and typos text here, with another question at the end, why i did so, maybe you guys have an answer?

12 comments

  1. I was feeling the same things as you when I was 7, 8 or 9 years old, I was feeling so sorry because the summer was ending, but now I’ve gotten used to it, and now I won’t have summer holidays, because I’m now 23 and this year hopefully I’ll graduate from the university and hopefully I’ll find a job, so I’ll be looking forward to the weekends only.

  2. Yeah, we are with you, here 😀 although I’m feeling same af you, all interesting stuff in my case happens when something ends: school year, year in general, etc.

  3. Just try to enjoy your Saturdays/Sundays in the next 9 months. These will be days that you can spend on yourself, in the absence of homework, of course. At the same time, you will be looking forward to them, thinking about what you can do, so this is also kind of good.

  4. Well, I’m not the type of person who is good at putting feelings and explanations into words, but come on.
    Even if it was a short time, you still did something you liked on your vacation, it doesn’t have to be the end of everything, you can still continue later, and thus fulfill the plans you have in mind. Take your time.
    Why you chose the end of your vacation to do something nice depends on the circumstances that led to it, or is it the fault of the unconscious even if you only remember late, With Me he does it.
    But the important thing at this point is to take the best time possible before classes, maybe you can create a post highlighting the qualities of coffee, or an account of a dream where you built a castle with blocks of ice «who never dreamed of it» stays there the idea lol.
    Well, that’s all

  5. I think your personality comes into play here.
    I don’t know what weather you had on july and august, though.
    If it was mostly sunny, your brain probably stopped functioning.
    If recently it became cooler outside and the sun got les intense, that would explain everything.

  6. when summer began i had no idea what to do, but when i have only 2 days left, i am full of ideas, i have so much words not said, actions only in my thoughts, and so much of things to do, and here’s another question, why i didn’t knew all of that at the beginning and my brain realised about stuf only when i have that not much of time? well i will be honest and i will say that i don’t have time at all

  7. Such posts, in my opinion, are made by one’s hands and one’s mind doesn’t take part in writing them.
    But I guess the sadness you feel right now is natural, since the time now flies by so fast and the brain usually doesn’t have enough time to believe that something lasted for a specific time (it rather believes the time is much shorter, than it actually was) and so you somehow need to get used to the new reality, which is the return to school.q

Leave a comment

EltenLink