It’s been a while, blog.
I’m not sure if anyone still reads this, but honestly, it feels nice to ramble here, like the old times.
Lately, I’ve been wondering whether I should delete this blog. I don’t post often anymore, mostly because I feel like I have nothing interesting to say. And then there’s the cringe factor. I started this blog as a place to practice English, because, well, I’ve always been socially awkward about approaching people. Writing here felt like a safe way to talk into the void. Sometimes the void even had a username who answered, and… I didn’t really socialize the “normal” way. I didn’t worry about bothering anyone, because people could just ignore me, and I’d never know. Not sure how to explain it lol.
The main difference between who I was then and who I am now is that I’m studying English in college. The program’s official name is Romanian Language and Literature, and English Language and Literature. There’s an option for just Romanian, but not English alone. So if you want to study only English in Romania… well, I’m not sure if that’s possible.
Anyway, the short version: thank you.
Thank you to this blog, and to anyone who reads this. Thank you for bearing with me until I found my passion and reached the point where I felt competent enough to start university. Thank you for reading, whether you’ve been here since the beginning or just stumbled across this post for some reason.
I don’t know yet if I’ll delete this blog. What I do know is that I’m grateful it existed at a time in my life when I didn’t have a better outlet to improve my English.
And no, I don’t intend this as a goodbye. Or… maybe I do? I’m not sure yet. Either way, I’m not disappearing. If anyone wants to talk, I’m still here. I just don’t know if I’ll keep posting, or keep this blog alive. That’s all.
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Hay. I just got back to this thing. And nice post.
Nnice, well na don’t delete it. I get the thought honestly, I really do. But I think it’s good nostalgia. If you do please back it up/archive it somehow. Good luck at UNI, I hope you’re doing ok over there. Maybe it’s not very fitting here but whatever, a big thank you to you as well. Thought a lot about the past recently and certainly appreciate your company back then. GL and TC