How do I start this? It’s like the fifth time I deleted the beginning xd.
But let’s leave it.
I hadn’t written anything in about a month here. And that kind of left me with no ideas of how to start.
My little (not so little) problem is that I am one of those people who closes in on herself.
Why?
Sincerely I dont know. I think that being a person who spent considerable years of my life alone and without friends, and with a not-so-close relationship with my parents since I was little, led me to this.
But that’s not the point.
The typical advice for shy, introverted people who do not know how to express their emotions or do not know how to socialize so well is, write a journal/diary.
It’s one of the first things you’d say to someone. No?
Since I was always better at expressing myself by text, I tried many times but I always forget.
First a few days.
Then the days accumulate.
And in the end I end up forgetting that it exists.
Although now I kind of started again and set myself reminders.
Let’s see if I get lazy again and I end up forgetting over time xd.
Did you ever have a diary? How is/was it?
I don’t seem to have the ability to keep diaries
I’m like you, whenever I create a diary, it lasts for a while but at some point I end up forgetting it, and when I remember it again I end up erasing it because I think the reading is kind of bad lol.
I think having a diary is wonderful to keep your thoughts in order, and you can be very creative when writing in it.
On second thought, I have to see if there’s any lost around here.
I wouldn’t get upset about your accent. Most people’s foreign accents are ridonculously prevalent it’s not even funny. My grandmother’s country of origin is the Philippines, though she has now lived in my unspecified homeland now for over 15 years. You would have thaught, but nope.
Consider just the feat of learning a new language. In a lot of cases, the process is so extreme that it alters the over all synaptic structure of your human brain. Newrologists say this is because learning a whole new language changes the context surrounding how you do the thinking stuff. This kind of thing takes passion to pursue these days. Just to have acquired a new language is more than good enough in my opinion.
would be ok though. I can remember it a little bit, as i heard you talking the first time. Did i killed you? No, not at all. To get away that super shy being start slowly. Very slowly but safely. Also i’m not a guy who judges for that cuz i can be rather shy myself, though not more as i used to be especially in english. But you can’t say your accent is bad when you don’t even speak so much. I told you talking means improving, and its not even that bad as you think.
I am super shy and also my accent is not as good as I would like. Although you also observed I think, that when I trust someone I start to write to you as if you were my diary and I forget about the poor diary xdd.
I was never one of the people who sends a lot of audios, although I have stages in which I only send voice messages. I hope you don’t have to suffer me in one of those xd
i had one, but honestly i’ve quit 2 days after. A tip of mine. You should start to talk more. For example, to someone who’s really close to you, not in real life, no, for example on elten with a voice message. You need to talk more and you’ll see it gets better. I talk english daily and 5 months back it also was, almost as good as it is now but i was to shy. But only doing it helps. Jump over your shadow and don’t think. Its the worst thing you can do, think about what could happen if you just start talking.